Suicidal Dream
living in a world of anguish
thinking like youve never thought before
hurt and sadness runs over your soul
leaving your skin white as snow
not knowing where you came from
how you belong
where you stand
spinning around in circles
trying to find you're way out
questions raise into your mind
why am i here?
why do i belong?
i never knew who my family was
and im just finding out who my true friends are
living all alone in my world of fire
all my dreams went up in flames
scattered memories of my life
play over and over in my head
i cant stand to live no more
the blade slowly hits my wrist
..........breathe in..........
my blood turns from warm to cold
pictures of my past flash in my mind
like a strobe light out of control
the blade slowly crashes to the floor
my body goes limp
blood slowly running
down my arm it falls
limp and lifeless
my body hits the floor
the eyes that once faded from brown to black
roll into the back of my mind
as my body jumps in a cold sweat
i have risin
just to find..
it was only a dream....