A Few Years Ago
A few years i was different...
different then today...
I never looked in the inside of things...
yet i covered myself on the outside...
darkness faded over my soul...
flesh white as snow...
you looked into my eyes...
and saw darkness....
black as night...
never once i truely smiled...
painted myself over with a coat of black...
never was able to show my true feelings...
sorrow over filled my body...
they hurt me so many times...
pierced my skin so deep...
never in my life...
i thought id feel such pain...
beatin...
bruised...
swollen...
bleeding...
i learned to never trust again...
through all the pain...
i once fought...
it over powered my mind...
my body...
my soul...
i couldnt fight it no more...
dying inside....
painted outside...
i let it take over me...
I learned to never trust again...
A few years ago i was different...
different then i am today...